While men do not tend to ask for help, or look for her, I hope that since you got here I can support you in finding solutions for you.
I realize that you are living in a completely different world than a woman, among other principles, rules, and that's why I created also a place for you.
If you feel that, "you have to" deal with everything "very good" and meet "all" societal expectations with respect to his wife, daughter, son, mother, father and in-laws, boss, colleagues, etc. everywhere you are required to maturity, stability , you have to give a sense of security or completely do not understand how close you blame people linking to you?
I invite you to contact me if you would like to find a place where you try to figure out how to deal with the surrounding your requirements.
I suggest a discreet meeting, you found an ally in his loneliness and partner.
I am aware of your loneliness and immense pressure to which they are subjected by everyone, every day, at work, home.
There is a way to reach out to Him and not to be alone, I believe in it and I'll help you get there.